Conforming, Believing, Existing…

There has been this, very negative and nagging, belief I've carried ever since my teenage years. It's the belief that the older I get, the less I can do. It's living with the acceptance that one day my body won't be able to perform at any high level of athleticism, and fuck- I believed it.  … Continue reading Conforming, Believing, Existing…

Lightening Under My Feet…

Love has always been just out of reach for me. At times, I think  I've found it; have almost found it or simply failed miserably at it. But no matter what, it's always ends up being a curious and sometimes exciting chase, running after love. There are tons of cliches that claim "loves around the … Continue reading Lightening Under My Feet…

Drowned In Moonlight…

✨drowned in moonlight, strangled by my own bra✨ #notyourprincess  What separates Humans from other species on the planet, is our conflicting ability to remain aware of and completely avoid death at the same time. We grieve, we suffer; we're shocked and dismayed when someone passes; even though it's nature; even though in order to be … Continue reading Drowned In Moonlight…

Aware, Resilient, and Bangs…

It's happened before-a physical violation. You think, if i blame myself- If I can just erase that moment, maybe I can get over it faster. Maybe if the fault lies with myself, I can find at least some kind of solace...eventually. So we blame ourselves: I shouldn't have had so much to drink; I shouldn't have … Continue reading Aware, Resilient, and Bangs…

Find Your Happiness…

I arrived back in the Bay around midnight last night. I fell through my door, exhausted and annoyed from a delayed flight and crazy scary turbulence and made a bee line for my bed.  And then I heard them. The Owls...a beautiful nocturne dancing through the trees. I could see a few stars beyond the … Continue reading Find Your Happiness…

Daring To Date…

Yosemite, May/mkd2016 I miss, I mean reeeeally miss the days before smartphones and social media. The days when meeting Humans was simple and natural. Attraction was instant; you saw someone and just went for it.  Now you have to weed through a garden of soul patched; duck faced whilst flexing in the mirror selfies just … Continue reading Daring To Date…